It's my camera. I like to take pictures. I like angles of things, the way a building looks with a winter sky behind it. I want to know the names of clouds so I can write about the cirrocumulus and altocumulus and know the difference, but until then I’ll just shoot pictures. I took a lot of pictures in and en route to Savannah. I wanted to stop more frequently than I did but there’s a critic in the back of my head that doesn’t want to enjoy the journey. Every time I turned around and drove back to shoot something, there was a part of me rolling its eyes and saying, “This is a waste of time, don’t you have to be somewhere?” I had to keep reminding that part to be in the moment. Yes, I’m getting somewhere, just like all those fools in the traffic jams on I-26 and I-95. I chose the back roads because, well, if it’s going to take you four or five hours to get to Savannah anyway, you may as well get on the two-lane and enjoy the ride.
It’s fun to shoot a million photos and then sit with my computer and edit. I edit fast so I can get down to the pictures I think are best as quickly as possible. Decision making is hard for me under the best circumstances, but creative decision making can be especially hard. So I do it fast and hard and without sentimentality because I don’t want 50 million shots of a truck in Smoaks, SC clogging my creative process. I want to be able to find the one or two versions of that truck in Smoaks that really feel good and then I want to play around with only them.
For now, the third thing is just the camera. I shoot anything that I can’t describe with words. Anything that might enhance my writing. Anything that grabs my eye for any reason. And if I can't get it with the camera, that’s okay. That used to not be enough - if I took a shot and it didn’t work out I was sad about it, like I’d done something wrong. But not anymore. Now I’m okay with shooting and getting it wrong and believing it wasn’t meant to be. If you don’t risk getting it wrong, you’ll never get it right, anyway.
1 comment:
"If you don't risk getting it wrong..." brilliant. I think you might b onto something. Risk taking. It is working for you very well with your photography. It's interesting that a camera is your third thing. Got me to thinking and wondering what my three things are. Right now, no idea. Keep writing. We love it.
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